I've bogged before. I've dieted before. I've wanted to be fitter before. And I've always failed. There's alway been some excuse, usually emotional that's stopped me getting to where i deserve. In June/July I was exercising everyday, and eating clean and I felt and looked great! Then a family drama and us moving house to the coast made me stop exercising and start eating takeaways 4 nights a week and undid all of my hard work. I really feel enough is enough now and I owe it to myself to do what I have to do, no matter how much handwork it is so I'm giving myself the next 100 days to change my bad habits and turn my life around while I have the time and money to do it.
I don't work, I'm a SAHM to my DD (6) and DS (2) so I have a lot of time on my hands, but I waste it. There I said it! I go on the laptop, on my phone, on the iPad, enter competitions, nosey at peoples lives and sit and watch mind numbing TV with my son. Twice a week I go to a toddler group and don't talk to any other Mums because quite frankly I have no passion for anything so I have no conversation topics. My daughter is currently being diagnosed as Aspergers and I need to be positive and motivated for her.
I can do this. The only person who will stop me is myself.
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